God's calling me into a new season with Him.  I'm such a planner and I want to tell the Lord sometimes what I'm going to do for Him and this weekend He had me surrender full control of my life to him - EVERYTHING.  Beth Moore in one of my favorite messages of her's "the crucified life" talks about living the blessed whatever.  Doing whatever it is Jesus is asking me to because it's not about being surrendered to a project or a mission, it's about being surrendered to a Savior.  So the Lord's taking off my restrictions of what i'm doing for Him and told me last night that from now on, i'm to wake up in the morning and ask Him "What do you want to do today?"  You must know the planner in me is having to die, or should I say, already dead, and there is this freedom in living this "blessed whatever".  Whatever you want, Lord, I'm surrendered to you.